That reoccurring pain... It sucks! Just when you think you are doing well, something else triggers the pain. Honey, be strong because I promise you that it gets better.
That pain that you feel, I have felt before. It is a pain that cannot be explained. It hurts and it feels as though someone has taken your heart right out of your chest. Trust me, I know it is killing you inside. I've been there and I am so sorry that you are going through this season. Cling to God and ask him to heal your heart. He is the one that heals the brokenhearted. Cry out to him and allow for him to take away that pain. Feel his presence. I know, each day you are asking yourself when will it go away. Time. It takes time to heal but with God all your wounds will be healed.
One thing that helped me was listening to worship music and just crying out to him. Tell the Lord to take away the pain. Of course it doesn’t happen right away but God hears you, he sees every tear that falls from your eyes. He will step in when the time is right. Wait on him. He has you and that pain you are feeling will go away. Take a deep breath and know that what you are feeling is only temporary. It gets better.
That pain that you feel, I have felt before. It is a pain that cannot be explained. It hurts and it feels as though someone has taken your heart right out of your chest. Trust me, I know it is killing you inside. I've been there and I am so sorry that you are going through this season. Cling to God and ask him to heal your heart. He is the one that heals the brokenhearted. Cry out to him and allow for him to take away that pain. Feel his presence. I know, each day you are asking yourself when will it go away. Time. It takes time to heal but with God all your wounds will be healed.
One thing that helped me was listening to worship music and just crying out to him. Tell the Lord to take away the pain. Of course it doesn’t happen right away but God hears you, he sees every tear that falls from your eyes. He will step in when the time is right. Wait on him. He has you and that pain you are feeling will go away. Take a deep breath and know that what you are feeling is only temporary. It gets better.
When I say
that I know your pain, I know firsthand. For months, I cried and pleaded with
God to take away that pain. For months, I felt as though I could not take life
anymore. I wanted to give up. I had no problems sleeping but I couldn’t eat. I
wasn’t able to eat for months and I lost several pounds. My clothes didn’t fit
me anymore and you could see it in my face that depression had taken over me.
In the pit of my chest, it ached. It hurt so badly and I didn’t know how to put
back the pieces that he shattered. Over the course of months, I dealt with the
pain that he caused me. How could this supposedly man, leave me after three
years for another female? I questioned myself constantly, what did I do wrong?
When I knew for a fact that I did nothing wrong. Worrying and trying to figure
out the answers to my unanswered questions drove me 80mph into my depression.
Please, do let this be you. Take it from me, it’s not a road that you want to
go down.
Knowing that
I went through that pain brings tears to my eyes because it’s a pain that you
wouldn’t want to wish on anyone but yet I wanted him to feel what he was
putting me through. It hurt and it seemed as though he didn’t care. Not once
did he reach back to say, “Are you okay?” He moved on with this girl and didn’t
look back. Knowing that is what hurt the most I believe. I can’t explain a
heartbreak but trust me I know what you are feeling and what you are going
through. I also know that you
feel weak and you are tired of crying but please don’t give up. I am a walking
testimony that it gets better. I'm here for you. God is here with you. Fight through this because it's not the end, it's only the beginning.
Your pain has purpose.
Broken crayons still color the same.
– Trent Shelton
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